god

okay, so aparently theres this dude in the sky thats supposed to be all knowing and gentle? BULL! if ''god'' was really up there, he wouldnt be letting so much stuff happen to people, i mean, like really?! i just today read a story about a girl named shanda sharer, who got BEATEN, RAPED, TORTURED, and BURNED. at age 12!!!! she was still a llittle kid when she got in a relationship with another girl who was 14. shanda's girl had another girl tht was 15 who found out and got jealous. she went to shanda's house with 3 other girls, drove away with her and put a knife to her throat. they stopped and forced her to strip down to her panties, they another girl held shanda's hands behind her and let the girlfriend of her girlfriend beat her! they strangled her with a rope until she went limp. they put her in the car stopped later and beat her some more. they went back to one of the girls' house and went to her room leaving shanda naked, freezing and bleeding in the trunk of a car. they heard her screaming and aparently still alive. so two of the girls, took her out and began beating her and stabbing her with a pearing knife in her chest. they drove around and started beating her again and stopping frequently to beat her. the disgruntled girlfriend being cheated on hit her many times in the back of her head with a tire iron. so hard repeatedly that a piece of shanda's skull broke. the net morning they burned her...and after the autopsey the found that she had been sodomized with the tire iron. okay this girl was still a BABY! her paren's little girl was takin from them. this girl was only 12 years old. im very ashamed to say it happened in madison, indiana. less than 30 minutes from where i lived. the main girl toni tawrence walked out of the prison in jefferson county in 2000. i was 4 years old and for all i know i was walking past her at one point. this little girl was beautiful. she was truely stunning. and thinking of that poor girl begging for her life as they beat her for being in love makes me nautious quite frankly. if GOD was really out there and listening, and watching how could he let this little girl go through what she did? why couldnt he let her die soon if she must have died, i mean she could have had a bright and happy future. and he let those twisted girls hurt her over and over and over. if he is out there i think he's a cruel and uncaring person or being. these are just my opiniions. i suppose not everyone has to believe them...